My soul is awakened to the moment… Integrated with my physical self… 

I wasn’t always aware of my connection to everything… 

Last year I received a download from spirit telling me I would “cross-over” in 2011.. This is the first time I am writing about this and only a handful of close friends know this…

I thought I would be transitioning… Most beings view crossing over as dying… I don’t believe in death as our only temporal state is our physical..  However, I believed what I heard… 

I did in fact cross-over last year… I just didn’t die. 

Quite the opposite… I began to live… Connected to everything… After years of spiritual growth enveloped by a myriad of experiences which brought so much pain and joy and every emotional color in between… I finally began to live as One…

That day… all of my fears related to disconnection dropped away. 

I felt a surge of love so immense that I began to shed tears of joy instantaneously… one of my biggest fears immediately ceased… The fear of bugs, insects, and the ultimate.. Spiders… I always have loved animals but had always fears and been disgusted by insects… After crossing over… I felt a connection of love even to them.. “They” became connected to “us”… since then and till now I feel the same vibration within the beings I once feared so that I do from my beloved pets and loved humans.. The passing of this fear was my minds strongest evidence, at least at that moment, of my full connection to the oneness of all. 

This is now…

And In order to truly convey my journey.. I need to start sharing with you… my beginnings…

I only have a few memories of my early toddler years in Iran… Most of them used to scare me..

Constant sirens alerting us to run into the basement for fear of warplanes dropping bombs on our homes….

An entire country turned upside down after a massive religious Islamic revolution which stripped basic civil rights of the people, especially women… an entire country swept up in fear by a proceeding war that would eventually cripple the economy for decades and worse… cripple people’s souls…

My family… always stuck together… and continues to…

and this autobiography will continue in my next post as well…